读过《Mythos》
https://neodb.social/books/441814/
看得出来史蒂芬弗莱在努力地给我扩展词汇，谢谢您，但我真的记不住。（故事还是很有意思的
读完了！我以为十一月要读不完一本书了呢！史蒂芬炸总是可以让我笑出来，读得好快乐，虽然不一定记住了（到了最后频繁用glossary查之前出现的人名），但收获了超多快乐。（（读完这本书去考拉丁语都感到知识倍增！
读过《台北人》
https://neodb.social/books/1081/
好想知道，白先勇是怎么观察到社会的方方面面的，好想知道
发现我前担和我现担（按照我的德行当然是两个gay）一起做过采访->发现他们很配，希望他们速速在一起（什么，不是
。
喜欢自杀这个举动中的勇敢，畏惧，希望与绝望。厌世与绝望以对于死的希望呈现，似乎一切矛盾都可以靠死亡本身解决。
和同担聊天每一个字都是让人发笑的，，太喜欢了，这辈子娶不到我担但是和同担的每一天都像在蜜月
There is gonna become a day when freedom and content becomes boring. There is going to be times when you are weak and think about losses. When that day comes (if it has not already came), remember why you parted in the first place. Remember all the struggles and the heartbreaks you had gone through, and ask yourself to not idealize the past. Reminiscing the past is romantic and not at all wrong, but through that reminiscing, what you get should not be regret or grieve, but relief, the relief that you are out of this hell and able to idealize it, and the vigilance to not let the same thing happen again.
本宝以前经常会拿自己对她的爱与对于其他人的爱比，觉得自己对于她的爱十分浓郁，是我对于其他人永远也感受不到的。现在想想也不过如此。
First of all, fuck you for not saying that earlier.
Secondly, my joy upon receiving the notion is beyond words. The past few days, despite or precisely because of their brevity, has been some of the happiest days in my life. I believe, with all of my narrow-mindedness, that even the greatest poet or writer, or whoever it may be, cannot describe my joy and content. Even if they did, they cannot show half the joy it brings. I will try to, however, describe my feeling upon receiving the letter. I no longer dream of you or cry at night. I feel a kind of placid content (which has nothing to do with the fact that you replied, but solely the content in your reply, which gives me closure. As a result, you can see that this joy is not ecstasy or euphoria, it is a sense of content, inner peace, and most importantly, freedom) in my heart that allows me to feel new things, at the same time immune to whatever I was dreaming of earlier -- something I have not felt for a year and a half. I guess you can say that I'm awake and unafraid.
Again for probably a million and one times, thank you for everything you did. I will always cherish our moment together. I feel that you are always with me, in a sense that I'm always carrying something I've learned from you. I may not know exactly what they are right now, but I'm sure they will reveal themselves some day. In the mean time, or for perpetuity,
ave atque vale.
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Remember, remember the 5th of November, when we all joined Mastodon and killed half the instances.
做梦
梦见炸炸子请我读和马六相关的有声书（好像还是他写的），我在浙大楼上徘徊，望着下面美丽的秋景，读得磕磕绊绊。
炸炸子跟我说这个读顺了是要经验的，我说我他吗一点经验都没有。炸炸子吓我说这样的话他就拿我磕磕绊绊的读了一半的东西去剪音频（“我甚至有素材剪花絮”，应该是您只有剪花絮的素材吧)
我还订了个蛋糕，要找三个肌肉男来提蛋糕（为什么啊），结果到头来也只出现了一个一般般的肌肉男，还因为“水性杨花”被我拒绝了（呃
神志不清的时候就会埋怨自己，觉得一切都是自己的错，怪自己不珍惜。
回过神来，或者仔细思考过后才会想起来不是自己的错。没有人做错了什么。没有任何人做错了。这只是不幸。
宝子不复习，但是宝子考很高的分，宝子觉得自己聪明极了
每一个和弦就像砍在脖子上的斧头一样，或者像是死亡来临的脚步，伴随着送葬的队伍缓缓前进。于是葬礼进行曲就同人的死亡本身一起警醒世人，或者把他们一同送上死亡之路。
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