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本宝的处事状态：

下一步是不是购买保温马克杯啊！什么世道啦！

虽然天气冷也代表可以随便扔柠檬不怕长虫，但是茶放半个小时就凉可真离谱！

很讨厌冬天，宝的茶放了半个小时就凉了！

i never comb my hair or leave my bed in a cold winter morning, but i'll allow some artistic license

omg最近一次想脱粉的瞬间竟然是某人不知道holy roman empire里面有300多个state而且并不全是天主教的
原来我是学术粉（

读过《Mythos》
https://neodb.social/books/441814/
看得出来史蒂芬弗莱在努力地给我扩展词汇，谢谢您，但我真的记不住。（故事还是很有意思的
读完了！我以为十一月要读不完一本书了呢！史蒂芬炸总是可以让我笑出来，读得好快乐，虽然不一定记住了（到了最后频繁用glossary查之前出现的人名），但收获了超多快乐。（（读完这本书去考拉丁语都感到知识倍增！

读过《台北人》
https://neodb.social/books/1081/
好想知道，白先勇是怎么观察到社会的方方面面的，好想知道

和同担聊天每一个字都是让人发笑的，，太喜欢了，这辈子娶不到我担但是和同担的每一天都像在蜜月

There is gonna become a day when freedom and content becomes boring. There is going to be times when you are weak and think about losses. When that day comes (if it has not already came), remember why you parted in the first place. Remember all the struggles and the heartbreaks you had gone through, and ask yourself to not idealize the past. Reminiscing the past is romantic and not at all wrong, but through that reminiscing, what you get should not be regret or grieve, but relief, the relief that you are out of this hell and able to idealize it, and the vigilance to not let the same thing happen again.

有点麻木，但是是好的麻木。感受不到爱带来的痛苦了。

本宝以前经常会拿自己对她的爱与对于其他人的爱比，觉得自己对于她的爱十分浓郁，是我对于其他人永远也感受不到的。现在想想也不过如此。

https://m.vk.com/audios-1594707
还有这个

是我再次惊呼俄妹也太牛了的时候：https://m.vk.com/audios-1094011?section=group&block=playlists&back_url=%2Faudios-1094011&back_hash=9a39ab693db8663ab0

https://site.douban.com/134722/widget/notes/5867230/note/232900203/
备份

First of all, fuck you for not saying that earlier.

Secondly, my joy upon receiving the notion is beyond words. The past few days, despite or precisely because of their brevity, has been some of the happiest days in my life. I believe, with all of my narrow-mindedness, that even the greatest poet or writer, or whoever it may be, cannot describe my joy and content. Even if they did, they cannot show half the joy it brings. I will try to, however, describe my feeling upon receiving the letter. I no longer dream of you or cry at night. I feel a kind of placid content (which has nothing to do with the fact that you replied, but solely the content in your reply, which gives me closure. As a result, you can see that this joy is not ecstasy or euphoria, it is a sense of content, inner peace, and most importantly, freedom) in my heart that allows me to feel new things, at the same time immune to whatever I was dreaming of earlier -- something I have not felt for a year and a half. I guess you can say that I'm awake and unafraid.

Again for probably a million and one times, thank you for everything you did. I will always cherish our moment together. I feel that you are always with me, in a sense that I'm always carrying something I've learned from you. I may not know exactly what they are right now, but I'm sure they will reveal themselves some day. In the mean time, or for perpetuity,

ave atque vale.