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读过《台北人》
https://neodb.social/books/1081/
好想知道，白先勇是怎么观察到社会的方方面面的，好想知道

和同担聊天每一个字都是让人发笑的，，太喜欢了，这辈子娶不到我担但是和同担的每一天都像在蜜月

There is gonna become a day when freedom and content becomes boring. There is going to be times when you are weak and think about losses. When that day comes (if it has not already came), remember why you parted in the first place. Remember all the struggles and the heartbreaks you had gone through, and ask yourself to not idealize the past. Reminiscing the past is romantic and not at all wrong, but through that reminiscing, what you get should not be regret or grieve, but relief, the relief that you are out of this hell and able to idealize it, and the vigilance to not let the same thing happen again.

有点麻木，但是是好的麻木。感受不到爱带来的痛苦了。

本宝以前经常会拿自己对她的爱与对于其他人的爱比，觉得自己对于她的爱十分浓郁，是我对于其他人永远也感受不到的。现在想想也不过如此。

https://m.vk.com/audios-1594707
还有这个

是我再次惊呼俄妹也太牛了的时候：https://m.vk.com/audios-1094011?section=group&block=playlists&back_url=%2Faudios-1094011&back_hash=9a39ab693db8663ab0

https://site.douban.com/134722/widget/notes/5867230/note/232900203/
备份

First of all, fuck you for not saying that earlier.

Secondly, my joy upon receiving the notion is beyond words. The past few days, despite or precisely because of their brevity, has been some of the happiest days in my life. I believe, with all of my narrow-mindedness, that even the greatest poet or writer, or whoever it may be, cannot describe my joy and content. Even if they did, they cannot show half the joy it brings. I will try to, however, describe my feeling upon receiving the letter. I no longer dream of you or cry at night. I feel a kind of placid content (which has nothing to do with the fact that you replied, but solely the content in your reply, which gives me closure. As a result, you can see that this joy is not ecstasy or euphoria, it is a sense of content, inner peace, and most importantly, freedom) in my heart that allows me to feel new things, at the same time immune to whatever I was dreaming of earlier -- something I have not felt for a year and a half. I guess you can say that I'm awake and unafraid.

Again for probably a million and one times, thank you for everything you did. I will always cherish our moment together. I feel that you are always with me, in a sense that I'm always carrying something I've learned from you. I may not know exactly what they are right now, but I'm sure they will reveal themselves some day. In the mean time, or for perpetuity,

ave atque vale.

目瞪口呆了，这是怎么做到的，到底是在分析曲子还是在分析人性

所以还是不要神智不清了，最好再也不要神智不清了。但我还是想一辈子做梦呢。

神志不清的时候就会埋怨自己，觉得一切都是自己的错，怪自己不珍惜。
回过神来，或者仔细思考过后才会想起来不是自己的错。没有人做错了什么。没有任何人做错了。这只是不幸。

宝子不复习，但是宝子考很高的分，宝子觉得自己聪明极了

每一个和弦就像砍在脖子上的斧头一样，或者像是死亡来临的脚步，伴随着送葬的队伍缓缓前进。于是葬礼进行曲就同人的死亡本身一起警醒世人，或者把他们一同送上死亡之路。

还是觉得肖邦的marche funebre里面有一种死亡审判的感觉。葬礼进行曲并不是给死人听的，它是给活人听的，它让活人缅怀，也警告活人即将到来的死亡。