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First of all, fuck you for not saying that earlier.

Secondly, my joy upon receiving the notion is beyond words. The past few days, despite or precisely because of their brevity, has been some of the happiest days in my life. I believe, with all of my narrow-mindedness, that even the greatest poet or writer, or whoever it may be, cannot describe my joy and content. Even if they did, they cannot show half the joy it brings. I will try to, however, describe my feeling upon receiving the letter. I no longer dream of you or cry at night. I feel a kind of placid content (which has nothing to do with the fact that you replied, but solely the content in your reply, which gives me closure. As a result, you can see that this joy is not ecstasy or euphoria, it is a sense of content, inner peace, and most importantly, freedom) in my heart that allows me to feel new things, at the same time immune to whatever I was dreaming of earlier -- something I have not felt for a year and a half. I guess you can say that I'm awake and unafraid.

Again for probably a million and one times, thank you for everything you did. I will always cherish our moment together. I feel that you are always with me, in a sense that I'm always carrying something I've learned from you. I may not know exactly what they are right now, but I'm sure they will reveal themselves some day. In the mean time, or for perpetuity,

ave atque vale.

Remember, remember the 5th of November, when we all joined Mastodon and killed half the instances.

做梦 

梦见炸炸子请我读和马六相关的有声书(好像还是他写的),我在浙大楼上徘徊,望着下面美丽的秋景,读得磕磕绊绊。
炸炸子跟我说这个读顺了是要经验的,我说我他吗一点经验都没有。炸炸子吓我说这样的话他就拿我磕磕绊绊的读了一半的东西去剪音频(“我甚至有素材剪花絮”,应该是您只有剪花絮的素材吧)
我还订了个蛋糕,要找三个肌肉男来提蛋糕(为什么啊),结果到头来也只出现了一个一般般的肌肉男,还因为“水性杨花”被我拒绝了(呃

目瞪口呆了,这是怎么做到的,到底是在分析曲子还是在分析人性

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所以还是不要神智不清了,最好再也不要神智不清了。但我还是想一辈子做梦呢。

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神志不清的时候就会埋怨自己,觉得一切都是自己的错,怪自己不珍惜。
回过神来,或者仔细思考过后才会想起来不是自己的错。没有人做错了什么。没有任何人做错了。这只是不幸。

宝子不复习,但是宝子考很高的分,宝子觉得自己聪明极了

每一个和弦就像砍在脖子上的斧头一样,或者像是死亡来临的脚步,伴随着送葬的队伍缓缓前进。于是葬礼进行曲就同人的死亡本身一起警醒世人,或者把他们一同送上死亡之路。

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还是觉得肖邦的marche funebre里面有一种死亡审判的感觉。葬礼进行曲并不是给死人听的,它是给活人听的,它让活人缅怀,也警告活人即将到来的死亡。

看见另外的朋友发同样的东西,还是过不去。我就像初生的少年一样听你讲那些事。

都到这种地步了,也没有挽回的必要了。可以无忧无虑,做个没有牵挂的人了。

总是做同样的梦犯同样的病生同样的气就像丧钟敲出来同样的音,不管怎样触键弹出来同样的音色,连心跳都毫无变化,毫无生气。被文明抛弃的废料一般陷入同样的阴影。

maligned master: 继续看文献 

jstor.org/stable/823700
讲的是萨列里曾经先拿到了da ponte的libretto,但因为种种原因没有谱完曲,最后这个libretto拿给莫扎特了
:大师竟然这么在意和莫扎特相像!!!(这也是爱

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