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我好像最喜欢蓝色那部，红色也不错但是我需要多回味一下，今天真的好累…感觉不像是看了电影而是听了几场音乐，氛围感太浓了，配乐也很喜欢

啊啊啊第一次尝试电影马拉松，连看三场，好累！电影院景色超棒，其实是个电影博物馆，下次来逛博物馆好了……
不知为何观众们全都是老头子老太太​​都是来回顾经典的吗

看过《蓝白红三部曲之红》
https://neodb.social/movie/tj2YkmxELUm3iMBczKmPN
果然还是看表现手法多过看剧情…喜欢开头沿着电话线穿过海底电缆千辛万苦到达接收方结果忙音的镜头，还有老法官讲述之前发生的事情的时候讲到哪镜头就跟到哪，还有住得很近的邻居却一直没有见面，还有每一部里都有的那个佝偻的老妇人。

看过《蓝白红三部曲之白》
https://neodb.social/movie/6GbNFdN34VnW8jxkgVrXuW
感觉这个故事比较无聊，氛围也没有蓝好。唯一让我有感触的角色倒是 Mikolaj..

看过《蓝白红三部曲之蓝》
https://neodb.social/movie/lwN73IMNwSEW2MKq88Qt1
相比于整个电影渲染的氛围，情感和表现手法，感觉剧情都是次要的了。非常喜欢里面的细节，比如方糖被咖啡浸润的过程，手指一接触乐谱马上音乐就响起来，从泳池里探出头来呛到水，家里有一窝小老鼠又不忍心杀死，借了房屋管理员的猫放进房间轻轻关上门。挺喜欢的，感觉适合在电影院看。

看过《Amarradas》
https://neodb.social/movie/5lZu2X57xD2OVrh7UtrmOd
啊啊我终于找到了我这条里面说的动画短片！我好爱！妈妈思念的双手长长长一直跟着女儿直到生命最后一刻！
貌似看不到全篇，也许可以去 festival 看？vimeo 这边有一个 trailer 可以看。分娩的那个场景非常震撼我，trailer 里没有，但是这边有一个制作里面有放。那个制作也很好看！

看过《小偷家族》
https://neodb.social/movie/5TTX7VfN4GHX4HbwLILNpq
跟《无人知晓》也太像了，温情到有点飘在空中，仅仅触了一下表面，但是看着又挺难受的。有些一笔带过的地方不太讲逻辑。下大雨的那个场景我很喜欢。

我突然有了个娃

He was coming to realize and to acknowledge that he could not rectify anything in his life, he could only forget.

He was trying to understand what was tormenting him. Was it the corridor with the blue lights that had stuck his mind? Was it the thought that there was nothing worse in the world than to lose your mind? Yes, yes, of course, it was that too. But that, after all, was a universal response. There must be something else. But what was it? It was the insult, that was it. Yes, yes, the insulting words that Bezdomny had thrown in his face. And the worst thing was not that they were insulting, but that they were true.

Yes, he's dead, he's dead... But we are alive!
Yes, a wave of grief did arise and lasted for a time, but then it began to subside and one fellow had already returned to his table and, furtively at first, but then openly downed some vodka and taken a bite to eat. And indeed, why waste suprème de volaille? How can we help Mikhail Alexandrovich? By staying hungry? After all, we are alive!

啊？刚一个乞丐问我有没有五欧？阿姆起步价这么高吗？在德国都是问我有没有 Cent​​

"I'm suffocating," said Pilate. "Suffocating!"
With a cold, damp hand he tore the clasp off the collar of his cloak, and it fell on the sand.
"It's stifling today, a thunderstorm is brewing," rejoined Kaifa, staring intently at the procurator's reddened face and foreseeing all the torments yet to come. "What a terrible month Nisan has been this year!"
"No," said Pilate, "it's not the sultry weather that's making me suffocate, it's you, Kaifa."

#大师和玛格丽特 #МастерИМаргарита #读书

读过《The Dictator's Handbook》
https://neodb.social/book/6vOWn5j1KiHSKqEIcGWhnh
读书拖得太久，没想到拖到了书出新版，把 2020 年美国大选以及 COVID 相关的内容也加进去了，挺好的。
对于我这种政治盲来说还是挺有收获的，获得了一些新的视角。但是有些知识点（观点？）重复得过于多。而且尽管作者有在说明民主也不是表面上看起来的那么好，但依旧会经常蹦出“我们这些幸运的人”“我们民主国家的人已经得到了大部分我们想要的东西“这种怪话，感觉作者（作为老白男）真的特别喜欢美国的民主制度。。
而且我之前一直不明白美国为什么那么好心帮德国和日本建立民主制度，作者的解答是其实各种 foreign aid 都是为了本国的利益，美国当时需要抓盟友来共同抵抗苏联/共产主义，而对面刚刚好也想要民主，两边利益重合，这属于历史上几乎不可复制的成功。。
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